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Happy Mature 18 Kor (:

Friday, July 31, 2009 10:25 PM

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MATTHEW HAN ;D

Thursday, July 30, 2009 8:57 PM

I'll translate the lyrics into english.

I have never thought,
that i wont hold your hand again.
without you being by my side, sharing my sadness with you.
Because i was too arrogant, i thought you would understand.
& i forgot to tell you how i felt.

I know that you still love me, although we already accepted the reason why we broke up.
You know i will have more than sadness in my life.
so, even if in the end, i will still smile & go on with my life.
I know you're still worried about me, ever since you closed your eyes while said your last goodbye.
We know both in our heart, that we never stop loving each other.

Do you know how many times i have dreamed of sharing our happiness together.
& how much i've wanted you to be by my side.

I know that you still love me, although we already accepted the reason why we broke up.
You know i will have more than sadness in my life.
so, even if in the end, i will still smile & go on with my life.
I know you're still worried about me, ever since you closed your eyes while said your last goodbye.
I promise you that I'll be strong & never cry again.

This song is dedicated to HIM.
For those who know who, Yes its him. Starts with a J.
This whole song is exactly like our life now.
This song was like our "sad" song.
We'll always hear this when we're sad.
I just want to tell him that i love him alot eventhough we time out.
I'll always be there for you. Hope you'll see this.
but i guess you wun come to my blog.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009 6:44 PM

I'm so touched by you Cartoons.
Thank you all so much. You guys are the best.
Love you all to the MAX.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009 6:45 PM

What is happening to us? Why aren't you answering or replying my calls & smses?
I already tell you i dont care what people say about you. I turst you.
Since you're still angry/moody or whatever, that shows you dont trust me at all.
You've promised me not to leave me alone in this world. Look what are you doing now?
I'm always thinking of you in school. Not concentrating on my studies cause I'm fuckin' missing you. I just want to hug you & never let you go. You mean alot to me. I'm always praying that the next day will always be a better day, hoping you'll sms or call me. But you didn't. Whenever my phone ring, i hope it was you. But i wasn't.

Jonathan钟震兴，我爱你 <3

A Message To My Cartoon.

Monday, July 27, 2009 10:42 PM

JiaJie aka Stupid Pig Cartoon,

Dont moody/sad alr luhhs ok? You should know we, the cartoons, will always be there for you.

If you cant force yourself to tell Cheng & all, you can always come to me (:

I'll always be there for you, you know right? Just sms me or call me. Just cheer up ok. I dont want see all of you, ESPECIALLY you to be moody/sad alright? Rmb, we're Cartoons <3

We stay thur thick & thin alright?

I hope after seeing this, you'll be A BIT happy now since you know there is at least one person in this world who is there for you. Wa, i so BHB! wakakakakaka.

ok you take care alr? Anything sms me.

{L}

Sunday, July 26, 2009 9:20 PM

Mass as usual. Suppose to meet Jonathan & Daryl today but Jon couldn't come out & Daryl went Wild wild wet. So went to study with Ahgong, G, Fabian & the girlfriend. Studied & Slack at E!hub, Superdog. At least there was some entertainment from Ahgong if not we'll be SUPER BORED. HAHA! Then went to central to eat. Met Daddy for a while as G needed to pass him something. Walked back with G while Ahgong, Fab & GF stayed at the coffee shop. Came back for dinner & all. & here i am blogging.

ok i zhao alr.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Saturday, July 25, 2009 11:55 PM

HAPPY 3RD BIRTHDAY KAT KAT ;D

Isn't she cute? Had the celebration at Godpa's house.
Anyway, Made a Twitter. So everyone TWIT with me (:

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Friday, July 24, 2009 10:58 PM

Today, Cartoons all moody again. Hais
Cheer up guys <3
After school, had Lit tutorials with Ms Seow.
BengLing was suppse to come but idk where she ran off to so Eunice came with me.
Whoa, we did 3/4 of Chapter 8 for 4 straight hours.
It was very fun. The Book is not so boring after all (:
Ended at 6 plus. I headed to church. Met RN & we headed to the parish hall.
So early man we all. Then more wardens started coming. Had dinner & all. Dinner was great. HAHA! Meeting starts. So tired. Was not even paying attention. After meeting, Uncle Bagio fetched G, Herman, RN, L & i home.
So sian now.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

/Edited @ 1.03am

Photos of the day (: Enjoy

Thursday, July 23, 2009 8:33 PM

After school, went to sengkang to meet my Cartoon clique.
This time Mao Fa, Daryl Lee & Ren Jie were there too. Teck Cheng didn't come cause he had Basketball training :/ Slacked at Ren Jie's house. He & Mao Fa damn funny can. Half of the time i was laughing. LOL! Was not feeling well. Head was super pain. Hais ): Went back home. Thanks Jonathan & JiaJie for sending me to the bus stop (:
Went back. Having a terrible headache in the bus. Went down then Daryl call me. LOL!
he told me he on the bus. LOL! then we met at Weikiat's block. Slack awhile then he come my house use com. Help him change blogskin & url. CREDITS TO ME (:
Anyway, i zhao liaos. Tired.

byeeeeeeeeeeee

/Edited @ 10.50pm

Why today all the Cartoons so moody except RenJie? Hais.
Whats wrong with us man?
Cartoons, be happy aye. Cartoons cant be sad ok (:
收购了alright!
We Entertain each other so must be happy yeah ;D
Take Care <3

byeeeeeeeeeeee

Wednesday, July 22, 2009 7:16 PM

Hais. Kampua moody & sad today. Idk why.
Hardly talked in school today. :/
after school, went to sengkang to meet my CARTOON CLIQUE & RenJie, JieLing & Kaiting.

Sotong Cartoon- Teck Cheng
Stupid Pig Cartoon- JiaJie
Baby PigPig Cartoon- Jonathan
Xinggan Cartoon- Daryl

All of them plus the girls & renjie brighten up my day a little.
Thank you (:

Went to slack slack. Went to Rivervale Plaza to eat.
Went to playground & all play. Not me & the girls. LOL!
THE GUYS! childish people. LOL! Kidding.
They play very cute. All scream like girls. LOL!

ok i zhao.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Monday, July 20, 2009 7:54 PM

Didn't go to school today. Blisters on my foot were killing me. :/
Anyway, just now, Insyirah, Desiree & Bernard came to my house to slack slack.
They went off at 6.30pm.
Msn-ed & Skyped with Joel, Joven & 2 of their friends.
Played poker with them too (:
Was bored so i printed the screen.
HAHA! finally mum is back. Time to eat.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Sunday, July 19, 2009 12:54 AM

Just came back from YOUTH MASS.
It was great man.
Before that, Jonathan came my house. Met Teck Cheng, Kai Ting & Ren jie at E!hub.
Slack there a while then Jon, Ren Jie & i headed to Tamp as i had to pass desiree her stuff.
Went to slack with Desiree & Bernard. Then both of them went off.
The 3 of us went to Tamp mall. Met RN there too. & off i went to church with RN.
Reached there, Ahgong & all there alr. Followed by Daddy & Kenneth.
Daddy told us our positions and all then we went opposite church to eat.
More youth wardens came to met us there. Headed for church. Praise & Worship first.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ hyper man. Followed by mass. Allysa & Daniel came too. My 2 cousins ;D
Then after mass, had the healing session again (: Tiring though but overall ok.
Got healed again (: After that went down. Food no more ): HAHA! Wardens help to clean up the place. Left church at 11.30pm. Bused back with RN, daddy & Georgina. Went with RN to white sands for supper. HAHA! Bused back. Met Jasmine on the way home. So long nvr see her alr. Like super long can. Then went we walking back, we heard like some women crying. Those kind of female ghost crying that sound. We all damn scared then faster zhao home. Luckily we met each other if not idk what will happen man.
Anyway im off to sleep alr. Tmr still have to serve mass.
LATER i meant.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Friday, July 17, 2009 10:47 PM

Hais. Idk what i did was right or wrong.
Idk what to do now. Happy & Heartbroken at the same time.
I just feel like bursting into tears. Really.
Im Sorry brandon. We lasted for 1 year plus alr & it ended like that.
I really dk what to say. You study hard ok. I've just lighten your burden.
& your studies are like that cause of me. Since our r/s ended, hope you can study harder & get better grades. But we'll always be friends. You can come to me if you need someone to talk to (:

Thanks Insyirah, Amalina, Desiree, Carrie, Jonathan, Daryl, Teck Cheng & JiaJie for being there for me today <3

Labels: Did i do the correct thing?

Wednesday, July 15, 2009 7:55 PM

Photobooth ;D weeeeeeeeee~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEONNE AHGIRL <3

11.52am <3

Monday, July 13, 2009 10:11 PM

Eh, to the idk what ling,
Want settle at chalet then nvr. What is this man.
Think got backup so big uh?
People want smoke, you huanlo for what?
its their life what. You also cant control them. Think you their mother uh?
_l_ pcb. I just feel like giving you one tight slap in your fucking face can?
Step one lian only. _l_

To daryl:
Xinggan, reflect on everything you've done.
Very dulan now luhhs. So forgive me.

To Jonathan:
Mai angry with daryl alr luhhs.
Be happy ok. I'll be always there for you.
i understand daryl's attitude one.
So dont give up on him.

Sunday, July 12, 2009 6:47 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RN ;D
Weeeeeeeee~
Our Competition was great.
Kinda tiring though. 9am-6pm.
zzz. Sold alot. Jonathan, JiaJie, Teck Cheng & Daryl suppose to come but in the end something happen. Hais. BUT my stalker, JOEL ETHAN TAN come. Weeeeeee~
Felt someone looking at me, i look up & saw him. wakakakaka.
idk why i shouted "JOEL~" then he walk away. Tsk.
Joven was suppose to come too. :/
hmm, results was not today.
Eunice's mum fetched me back & here i am blogging.
off i go now.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Friday, July 10, 2009 11:06 PM

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY LYDIA ;D
Yeah, above is my beloved class. <3

The nicest class photo ever man.

Its kinda blur though.

After school, went to Sengkang to meet Daryl & all with Juventia.

Juventia & i did our work while the guys played their bball.

Lets see, i spoiled Jon's mood again ):

Hais. Sorry pig.

Went back woth Juventia. Went home to bathe & all.

Met G & Matt kwan & off we went to Nat's house.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY NAT ;D

Thanks for inviting us to your party.

It was great & hope you like your present (:

Tuesday, July 07, 2009 10:08 PM

jWent out with Insyirah. Went to Sengkang meet Juventia. Then walked to Teck cheng's house meet Jonathan & Daryl. _l_ luhhs. make us walk here there everywhere. Went to buy things then met Jiajie. Walked to compass to eat. The guys tio screening sia. Luckily Insyirah, Juventia & i zhao go home sia. JONATHAN, YOU VERY VERY VERY STUPID LERHS. WHY GO TELL THEM? HAIS! SEE LUHHS. LOOK WHAT HAPPEN NOW? NEXT TIME, PLEASE DONT DO IT AGAIN. bus-ed back with the girls. Waited for daryl so he can return me my charger. Walked back home & im home. zzz
zhao liaos bahs.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Monday, July 06, 2009 10:28 PM

05 July 2009, Yesterday

Went for mass as usual. We to T3 macs to study with sunday clique again.
Mario went off first. Followed by G, RN & i. Daddy, Ahgong & BigBro' stayed there.
Waited for juventia as she was celebrating her brother's early birthday there.
Thanks RN for waiting with me. sorry if you missed your movie :/
Bought Daryl's present & headed off for the chalet.
Arrived at the chalet alr. Daryl not there. zzz. Juventia & i went back me house to change shoes.
Went back there, Daryl still not there. zzz. SI ZHA BOR stare at us. _l_
Finally daryl & buddies came back.
Juventia & i help his friend, idk what Yang uh buy things. Opps, i keep forgetting your name. :/
Walked to WS meet them. Was damn dulan with daryl. Fucking pissed me off. Make juventia & i walk here walk there while they cycle. Send their friend to the bus stop.
We all went back to the chalet around 12 plus? Daryl brought juventia to the bus stop cause she need go home.
Talked to hmm mao fa, idk yang & jonathan. then they all go cycling again at 1 plus. So left James, Ryan & me. Played big 2.5. They came back. Walk walk then we all go cycle at 2 plus except Ryan. Cycled to Loyang point. & the weirdest thing is DARYL'S BIKE GOT STOLEN & none of us saw. All of us damn shock sia like how can a bike go missing so fast. We all went separate ways to find the bike. Reached the chalet at 6 plus. Went back home. Mummy was awake alr. Tio scolding :/

06 July 2009, Today

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN ;D [juventia's bro]
Opps, overslept & didn't go for the children's house things.
Woke up at 12.45pm. So many miss calls can. Sorry :x
Went to the chalet with juventia.
Went to E!hub to meet Scandal. Went back chalet then went back E!hub meet G.
Went back chalet & the guys all playing idk what water game. zzz.
Went out meet Scandal again. Go back chalet, they all playing cards. Joined them too.
JiaJun owe me $2. LOL!
Then Mao fa & idk who play the songs on my phone like no need batt. :/
LOL! Had BBQ. Didn't eat. idk why i not hungry. Didn't eat breakfast, lunch & dinner sia.
All sat tgt ;D Then all of us went home.
Thank you Jonathan, Mao Fa, idk Yang, Ryan, James, Teck Cheng & everyone especially daryl for making the chalet so fun. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
ok off i go liaos. Tmr still got school.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Happy Birthdays

Sunday, July 05, 2009 12:08 AM

04 July 2009, Yesterday

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY EUNICE NG ;D

getting older liaos worhs (:

All the best in whatever you do. Take care.

Had the YESCOM at NgeeAnn Poly again.

Lectures from 10 something all the way to 5.30pm.

All of us thought cancelled BUT last min, it was still on.

Ms Tan woke me up in the morning saying that i must go for the com.

Rang up others but all still sleeping. Got ready & cabbed to school.

Abigail Oh & Cheryl lim were there alr. Ms Tan paid for our cab fare. Rang Eunice ng up.

Rushed her to get ready as we were fetching her from her house in a cab.

Abby & Cheryl took a different cab from us as the cab cant have 5 people. Ms Tan paid for their cab fare too. Cabbed to Ngee Ann Poly. Was late can. Started at 9. We went there at 10? so pai seh we walk in to the convention hall. Everyone staring at us. :/

Talks till 12.45pm. Had lunch. 2 hours can. Ate & Abby, Cheryl, Eunice & i explored the Business & Accounting building. Walked down, up, left, right & we were back at the convention hall. LOL!

Did that for 2 times. HAHA! kinda fun actually. at 2 something, went back in for more talks.

Abby & i slept inside can while the people talking. O.O

Cheryl say got people staring at us sleep. oops.

Damn tired. Left Ngee Ann at 4 something :P

Eunice waited there for her parents. The rest of us cabbed to Clementi MRT station.

Ms Tan paid for cab fare again. (:

Abby, Cheryl & i headed to Plaza Sing to buy DIY stuff for the com.

First went to Spotlight then daiso.

Finally, Ate at Mos. (: Went back to Spotlight to buy the stuff & we went to the MRT station.

I went to buangkok. Separated from them ): But had so must fun with them can.

Went to Grandmother's house & all.

05 July 2009, Today

HAPPY SWEET 16 BABY <3

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY KERYL ;D

Friday, July 03, 2009 7:54 PM

ok those photos above are yeterday's, today's & idk when the photos.
School was fun (: Sms-ed Georgina, Candypie & ahgong.
Kinda bored during some lessons. Hais. Social Studies was SUPER boring.
Was like playing with BengLing. HAHA! draw draw & all too.
after school, studied with Amalina Scandal @ DTE macs.
Taught her POA ;D
Met Insyirah after that to slack for awhile.
Went back home & here i am @ home skyping with people.
So boring. I want to go out study again.
I found out studying is actually quite fun. When you study with your friends ;D
Love them all <3

ok i zhao liaos.
Continue later.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee